R4: Loading!

So I am casually loading because I have taken a 10 day break, on the outskirts of not needing to load, but it's fun. Gets the ice cream need out of my system!

I am feeling a renewed sense of hope!

I have decided to write a cookbook that is more than just a cookbook. Details will be forthcoming in the future as I move along w/ the project. It makes me happy, and I hope it helps me lose my last 60 lbs!

I have been completely transformed because of this diet. It has shown me a way of eating I didn't think I could achieve on our budget. Though I do love to splurge for good cheese! Fresh Veggies though- constantly? That seems expensive, but you know what? It's more expensive to get fat and hurt yourself!!

I'm feeling more zen in life, maybe it's because I am full of Klondike bars! ;) But I also stopped using my birth control (no babies though for me please) and we realized it was causing me to be moody, depressed and generally a butthead. It also didn't make my yahoo feel good at all, which also lowered my sex drive... why did I want the birth control again? LOL. It was Sex control too!

I am reading an AMAZING book that I think you all should read! YOu guys love food right? It's what got us here right? "The School of Essential Ingredients!" This woman is an amazing write and I just can't get enough. I'm almost done w/ her book!

Life is good, and I'm going on my 4th round! I'm going for 30 days and take what I can get weight wise. I saw a woman post on a newsgroup that she attributes her lower loss days to the skin tightening up more. She is noticing this round for her that her skin tightens! WOOT! I Hope that will help me through this round if stuff goes slow! My thighs look like stretched out pants. :P But my under arms are looking nice though! :D

My husband said we might go in for a boob job if my boobs sag too much. We will see. One day at a time. It's now time for me to zen out and work on enjoying the next 30 days. I also want to see about getting creative again in the kitchen. I made a p2 burger for my friend that he enjoyed while the rest of us had bacon bits mashed into our burgers w/ buns. :P He dealt with it just fine and said my creative burger tasted yummy. I had fun with mustard and spices and then I put it in the toaster oven with rosemary in there for scent! :) mmmmmm. Looked yummy

I will be doing weight the first full day of 500 at this point. I don't care to know about loading weight. :) I am putting my 'starting weight' at the start of my 500 day. Thank you very much! :) hehe. I hope I don't gain TOOOOOO much. I just don't want to have to lose ALL this stupid weight to get to the 'real' weight. heh.

anywho.